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Monday, November 16, 2009

Rafi Bestfriend:)
(more pictures at http://geenaclickedsnap.multiply.com)

(Saved in draft since 14/11/09, 11.48pm)

I swear that I'm really exhausted now. I didn't catch a sleep since yesterday, not even a minute and guess what? I spend my whole day outside today. Awesome much? I'm like a superwoman already right? I know~ At around 6.30am, prepared and headed to meet RC cliques as they've got a match against another team at 8.30am. I thought most of them would not turn up but suprisingly, everyone turned up and I swear that most of them look like a zombie. Overnight again?! See see, not enough sleep right! Waited for everyone and took a bus to Jurong East. Okay this part, they start their nonsense, even people in the bus they don't let off, kept disturbing them, very irritating I tell you. HAHA! Reached the destination and waited for the opponent's team, the game starts at around 9.30am. Game starts, Erna and I had alot of fun cheering for the guys; shouting here and there. We have the potential to be cheerleaders I guess? *laugh* Oh ya, I'm the photographer of the day! Yes, me! Pictures are snapped by me. Took quite a lot of pictures and I cannot stand Hapheez Bongs, don't allow me to snap his picture. Whenever I wanna take his picture, he would look away. But at last, take picture with me but we both covering half of our face. -.- Camera shy is it Bongs? HAHA! But most importantly right, RC cliques won! Score, 7-3. Haziq Ketot scored 2, Prince scored 2, Hapheez Bongs scored 1, and Rossafiq scored 1. Great job great job! I like, I like! I want more of this! Next week okay people? (Y)

After so, went back home to take a shower and went down to meet RC cliques. Man was there too! It has been a long time since I last saw him, kinda miss him and not forgetting, Syahril. Syahril wasn't there, so sad. After Man left, he texted me and told me something and I went all speechless. I couldn't believe what he said until Azhar Bestfriend said it was all true. I'm speechless, really unbelievable I must say. Okay, forget it. Chilled here and there, helped Ahmad Danial and Hakim to trim their brows. Ahmad Danial's reaction very hilarious, kept complaining that it was painful. HAHA bapuk! Chilled all the way until 11.00pm and headed back home. Awesome right? And now, I'm dead tired. I need my sleep badly!

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This is just a short update. It's 5.45am now, Bestfriend and I were bored and we find topics to talk about. We came over to this topic; how we find each other and I find this sweet.

\gnal says:
so what do you think about me then?
Azhar Larh Sey says:
erm..
your the best arh
i like you very much
nasib baek i got bestie like you
hahaha
Muakz..
\gnal says:
wahhh sweet pe bestfriend. ^^
Azhar Larh Sey says:
ahahaha
\gnal says:
im the best? betul tak betul?
among ALL girls tau.
Azhar Larh Sey says:
yarh
\gnal says:
serious pe? WAH
Azhar Larh Sey says:
arh2
pantat babi
haha
\gnal says:
kurang aja nye babi
Azhar Larh Sey says:
hhaha

Sweet right my bestfriend? He is in my "Best Guy Friends" list I must say. He'll be there whenever I need him. Even when I don't need him, he'll still be by my side. He knows everything about me(shall emphasize the word EVERYTHING); my deepest secrets, and same goes to me. This is what I called bestfriends. Friends for 5 years and still counting. I love you alot bestfriend! My days will be dull without you, you know you know? And ya, Bestfriend will be teaching me how to play the song "Justin Bieber-One Less Lonely Girl" using guitar later in the noon. (Y) I like I like~ I can't wait! And yes, Justin Bieber is my boyfriend! :D

Anyway, proper updates only when I receive the pictures from Haziq Ketot and Farhana Lazy bum! Both of you, faster faster fasterrrrrrr!

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Friday, November 13, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

WAN CIK!

The picture above was taken few years back and this is the only picture I have with me now, so yeah. Happy birthday to this guy above, 17 yet small in size; that's why people call him "Wan Cik". I am really sorry for not following you and your friends to celebrate your birthday today even how hard you asked me to. Reason, I am saving money and am really lazy to go out far. You said I don't need to spend a single cent, but I will feel bad you know? Your birthday, everything you pay? No such thing okay! You tried really hard to ask me to follow, telling me that you'll fetch me from Jurong West and send me back to Jurong West even you live in Marsiling but still, I didn't follow. Sorry a billion zillion gazillion times, I know you are disappointed with me. Sorry and once again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! Really glad having a friend like you, Wan Cik. :)

Got up at 5 in the evening, received calls and messages from people. Sorry because I set my phone to silent mode, don't wish to be disturbed. Texted some of my cliques, most of them went for the Kaleidorama thing. I didn't go as I was super lazy. Took a shower and went to meet my precious Farhana. Okay, I miss her like hell. Went to Jurong Point and had my dinner, saw Haziq Ketot and people. Stupid ass, bighug me. After so, head to meet RC cliques. Chilled here and there, camwhore again and had alot of fun fighting with Iman and Ahmad Danial. Stupid arse disturb my precious Farhana and Azhar bestfriend. When I disturb you guys, scared? Tau pon takut eh Geena kan gangster HAHA. At around 11pm, headed back home with the accompany of Iman, Azhar bestfriend and Prince. Okay, I want the pictures from Farhana! Faster faster upload! Pictures will be uploaded only when that lazy bum Farhana send me. ^^

Will be going to watch soccer match tomorrow. At what time? 7.30am, match will be starting at 8.30am. Everyone was like, "Eh, biar betul nak pegi? Step bole bangun je ni babi." Very bastard right? I will show you guys that I can! Just wait and see okay? YOU ALL PIG PIG PIGGGGGGGGGGG! :D

Okay, I have to shower now. Haziq ketot waiting for me from just now. Wanna talk-talk-talk on the phone, his grandmother stories again. -.- OOPS! HAHAHHAHAHHAA!

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JUSTIN BIEBER IS MY BOYFRIEND, HE IS SO HOT.
Azhar Bestfriend, all your fault for causing me to fall for him! Your bad your bad! :D

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Thursday, November 12, 2009

Headed to school for Science remedial. Got back home and started sleeping. Guess what? I wasted my day today, I slept from 11 in the morning, all the way till 10.45 in the night. Sounds like a pig right? I know~ Insufficient sleep; tuck in late and got up early, that's why. People, sorry for not replying your text messages and your calls. I set silent as I want to enjoy my sleep, no one can happen to wake me up. *laugh*

Shrek, meet up soon alright? I miss you I miss you I miss you. And about your stolen bike and what those people did to your house gate, chill okay? What goes around comes around, they will get it one fine day. Don't be too worked up, am afraid to talk to you. Love ya very much!

"Geena u gonna be dead if i see u around man...bighug coming..reason..for the blog muahaha..", message send by Haziq the ketot. Told ya I'll be dead if he reads what I said in my previous post. Oh goshhh I'm so dead!

It's 1.44am now, should I go down and meet Ahmad to do some chilling and help him with his eyebrow? I am really bored now, should I should I? Should I go for Kaleidorama tomorrow? Okay, I feel that... my lazypig sickness is acting up HAHA.

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Wednesday, November 11, 2009

My bestfriends, Azhar and Rafi.
(more pictures at http://geenaclickedsnap.multiply.com)

Early in the morning, headed to school for Science remedial. Yes, Science remedial during holiday period, how pathetic. But nevermind, 2 more days to go then can enjoy! I was really tired as I slept at 6am and got up at 7.45am, was trying really hard to pull myself up from my comfy bed and I did it. *cheers* Haziq didn't come, shithead you! Know how to sleep only this shorty! Okay, I'll be dead if he read this. *laughs* Was entertained by Aslam instead. After remedial, met Arina and did some chilling, I headed back home while she head to school for her English and Mathematics remedial. Took a bath and continued my beauty sleep. Woke up at 2.45pm and get prepared as Sister and I gotta go for our facial appointment at 5pm. After so, I headed to meet RC cliques while Sister head back home. Camwhore, camwhore and camwhore! Having alot of fun camwhoring with them. At around 11.30pm, I get going as I am really very tired. My two bestfriends are being really sweet and nice, I told them that I wanna go back and both wanted to send me back home and because of that, they somehow quarrelled. *laughs* Cute bestfriends I have. I love both of you okay! *wide smile* End up, Rafi bestfriend stayed while Azhar bestfriend and Daniyal; my usual bodyguards (bodyguards who loves to bully me I should say), send me back home. They super hell irritating, disturbed me with their actions which I'm afraid of, screw both of you hard-hard okay?! PIG! But thanks so much for sending me back home safely, so nice of both of you and not forgetting, Rafi bestfriend. *wink*

Yes, I'm delighted with how my life is going on lately, but why is it so difficult for me to trust nowadays? Just because of that hurtful incident which happened few months back? Hey, I really need that trust. How should I gain it back? DAMN!

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Sunday, November 8, 2009


Woke up at 1.30pm today, went to watch MVFC's match. Took my shower and stuffs, met Yad and Kamaal and took the train to meet Rebecca then headed to Marsiling. Have to reach there by 3 but we reached there at 3.45pm, was really late. After the match, took train back with the same people, went to Jurong Point's Banquet to consume our dinner. After so, separated with Kamaal and Yad. Rebecca and I went to meet Azhar and Prince as Azhar asked me to accompany him to post his letter, so yeah. Went to meet RC cliques, alot of stories to tell huh? *laughs* Headed back home with Iman, very kecoh ah this guy. -.-

Just received a call from Ahmad, he asked me to go under my block to do some chilling with Iman and him. I rejected as I was really lazy and he threatened me saying that he wanna knock on my door. You arse! And I don't know what the hell is wrong with Iman, asking me to be his girlfriend again? Iman:"Geena, be my girlfriend can?" Geena:"Girlfriendddd? Cannot lah Iman." Iman:"Why cannottt?" Geena:"Jangan merepek lah Iman, dari that time you knowww!" Ah kan, Geena da marah HAHA. Nevermind, I understand your situation. :)

ARGH GOT DAMNIT I AM SOOOO HAPPY!!! HAHAHA.
Mummy: "My friend's daughter will be asking
Subway if there is any vacancy for you."

Geena: "Okay best, I wanna get myself a mini laptop if I get that job."
Mummy: "Mini laptop? Don't worry, I will get
for you and your sister each one each when I get my salary during December."


Hey, am I dreaming? Someone pinch me cannnn? Mummy gonna get me a mini laptop during december! Mummy, please mark your words! HAHHAHAHAHAH. :D

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Saturday, November 7, 2009

What a day! I'm so tired even I did some chilling with my cliques only, tired of laughing maybe? They can't stop disturbing me just because I didn't accompany Andy to Jurong Point to get his stuffs and everyone was calling me "bastard". Super irritating I tell you, want a smack is it? *laughs* I dyed my hair yesterday and the outcome turned out very not nice, so I went to Erna's crib and she helped me to dye my hair black. Now, much much more better. Thanks Erna, I owe you one. After that, went down and continued chilling with them. Azhar send me back home as the clock is hitting 11.15pm. Thanks Azhar, my bestfriend. :)

Two days ago, I met Farid the Shrek. Chilled with him and his friends from 7plus to 12plus, alot of laughing indeed. He send me back home despite carrying his 1000 pounds laptop(chey, fake sia geena HAHA -.-). Thanks alot Shrek. I love ya alot! And yeah, I miss you already. ;)

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Tuesday, November 3, 2009


Lunch date with my Babygirls and Noreen. After so, we headed to RC to meet the others. Have no idea why many of them were present today, weird. And Daniyal kept pinching me, damn you ass! Chilling with them today was really fun I must say, I don't know why but today seems special huh? Okay, I'm very lazy to elaborate more. Will be having remedial in school tomorrow and so, I have to tuck in early. Goodnight! Love all of you but love someone more. *wide smile*

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Sunday, November 1, 2009



HAPPY BIRTHDAY

IMAN MASAI & DANNY DANPAL!

It's 3am now and I'm still not asleep yet, just put down the phone with that belo Shrek of mine and now, texting him and surfing the net. I love that SHREKBOY like how I love my bantal busuk you know? *wink* Okay enough, this post is suppose to be all about Iman and Danny Danpal. Mind me, I just can't resist to talk about that Lover Boy. *grins* Okay, let's get it started now!

Today is my all time favourite joker and irritating friend's birthday. Iman, I know you would happen to read my blog, so I wanna take this chance to wish you all the best in every single thing you do and may all your wishes come true alright? Please don't stop being a joker because you really made me and everyone laugh very hard with your stupidity jokes. If possible, stop taking all those stuffs okay? You should know what I mean. And thanks for the ride just now huh, you made me fall and now, my leg hurts you knowwww? -.- Do you remember the talk between Ahmad, you and I on 30th of October at Art Park? Yes, don't dwell on the past alright? What's done is done, you still have your friends by your side. So yeah, live your life to the fullest and smile always, my dear friend. :)

As for Danny Danpal, I got to know you from Khazirah. I can't deny that I don't know you well but I know you are one irritating guy who loves to disturb people. I still remember how panicked you got when you actually disturbed Khazirah and when I move my hands just to adjust my bag, you thought I wanna hit you and you blocked yourself. -.- How silly can you be? *laughs* Well, I just wanna wish you happy birthday and stop your irritating okay! See you again soon, dude. :)

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Friday, October 30, 2009


Last day of school and I got bullied by friends! Shit head~ They knew that I'm afraid of Daniel Lee and they purposely ordered him to go near me. They even shut the class door to prevent me from getting out, seriously very bastard you know? Screw all of them. Everyone knows that Daniel Lee will listen to what people ordered him to do because he's afraid of them. And yes, he try real hard to get near me. For my self-protection, I took my file and hit him. Everyone was laughing as if there's a free show. Bastard eh korang! Tengok tapi tak tau nak tolong. Pfffft! Thank god I get to escape him and went to the toilet. Daniyal persuaded me to get out but I didn't fall for his trick. Shalini tricked me and told me that someone is finding me. So yeah, I went out of the toilet happily and felt that something is not right as alot of people were there standing and looking. And hellllll I'm so right, Daniel Lee was just right beside me! I got so agitated, I fell and quickly ran into the toilet. (Video right at the bottom) Okay, I'm a mad girl in school for today. Boooooo to people who bullied me! :(
video

Lastly, I LOVE MUHAMMAD FARID. (L)

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Thursday, October 29, 2009


I've gotten my report book back today. I'm so greatful, thank god I'm promoted! Yeah-yeah! I'm really happy about it but on the other hand, I'm freaking sad upon hearing that Mr Koh will not be teaching in Boon Lay Secondary next year as someone sabotaged him behind his back and it leads him to lose his job in Boon Lay Secondary. Screw that person! That person is just so cruel and heartless to sabotage him. I cried upon seeing him crying. Yes, I do cry if I saw someone whom I know crying. He even gave me advices; and that made me cry more. He's really a nice teacher afterall, my grades rises as he really made me understand about Mathematics. Many of them saw me crying, including Daniyal. So embarassing! And now, his MSN personal message says this, "SAW SOMEONE CRYING AWWWW SOOOO CUTE AHAHAHAH ;)" Cute your ass okay! :D

And I'm so freaking angry with myself! I accidentally broke the Guess Perfume which Shrek gave me last night! PIG ME, so freakinggggggg clumsy. I swear that I'm fvcking freaking sadddddddddd. :(

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Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Headed down to meet my people for awhile and went to meet Dearest Fared Shrek while they were playing soccer. While I'm on my way there, there's one guy who came towards me and tapped me on my shoulder. He told me that his friend wants my number but nah, I walked away. Went to meet Shrek first, and one by one, Wal and Arep appeared. Out of a sudden, Shrek took out something from his pocket and passed it to me; Guess Perfume. Thanks and I really appreciate it alot-alot. Chilled there till 10.45pm and he send me to the bus-stop. And dearest, it's really shocking to see that you actually keep those pictures which we drew in your mobile phone. I love you okay Baby Shrek. ;)

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2 more days school ends=CHEERS! Report book out tomorrow=DIE-DIE-DIEEEEE! :/

--------------4:15 PM--------------


Monday, October 26, 2009

Found this picture in his Tagged account, with my name on it somemore. Awwww... Wait, you guys wanna know my secrettttttttttttttttttt? Want or notttttttttttt?

I ♥ THIS GUY VERY MUCH.

^.^

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I was so restless in school today, slept really alot in class. Haziq, Syafiq and Appy was being so nice for not disturbing me when I'm sleeping, had much peace to sleep. Thanks alot! But they started to disturb me when I'm awake. Baik ah! -.- Heard from some teachers that 4 students from my class will be retaining. Scary or what?! I hope I'm not one of them. :( After school, went to Appy's house and chilled there with Haziq, Syafiq, Farhana and Appy. Farhana and I bullied Haziq because he kept disturbing us. Serve you right okay Haziq! :D

May be going down to meet RC cliques later on, it has been a few days since I last hang out with them. Prince texted me and asked if I'm meeting them later and Ahmad claims that he misses me, right-right-right Ahmad? *kening naek-naek* He asked me to chill at 7.00pm. I'm sooooooo freaking-freaking tired! So, should I or should I notttttttttttt?

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Sunday, October 25, 2009

(more pictures at http://geenaclickedsnap.multiply.com)
Yesterday, went Sheesha session with my babes, Azyan and Khazirah. Noreen tagged along too, but she came late. We had fun and made friends with another group of people. Yessss, we are friendly you know? ^^ After so, we headed to Clarke Quay to meet Khazirah's friends. So kecoh man! Especially when Noreen and Dan started to quarrel, damn kecoh one I tell you. Azyan and I chilled till 2 plus in the midnight and took NR back home while the others overnight there. Was really a tiring trip yet a really fun one. I want another outing soon! Karaoke next? How how how? *kening naek-naek*

Went to watch MVFC play against Street Casper just now. Even some of the players were not there, I must congrats them because they won. 3-2! There's commotion between both teams after the match, really scary but funny I tell you. Luckily they stop after some time. And once againnn, congratulations to MV! ^^

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Wednesday, October 21, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

MUHAMMAD HAZIQ BIN MUSTAFFA!

Today is my cute little bestfriend's birthday and he is staying at home. Ziq, I know you will read this, I wanna wish you all the best in everything you do and may all your wishes come true. Please stop being mischievious, IRRITATING! Try harder to grow taller before I grow taller than you alright? Hee! I must say that you are really a very good friend of mine who really love to bully me whenever you see me. You love to squash my head, am I right Ziq? Shithead YOU! Bighug you then you know. HAHA! Thanks for being there for me everytime when I need someone, thanks for being my listening ear, thanks for calling me almost everyday to entertain me with your stories. I'm blessed to have a friend like you. Be patient with your parents, I know they are over-controlling you but I think you should talk things with them and not running away, you know what I mean? So yeah. All the best, hope you have the chance to be with that girl alright? Don't step okay Haziq! BIGHUG BIGHUG you! XD

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Tuesday, October 20, 2009

I was surfing the net when this guy above texted me through the phone. He asked me if I could help him to update his blog as he claims that his internet was down and so, I agreed. I asked him what he want me to help him to post about. A smile then appeared on my face when he ask me to... go and visit his blog and you will know. You are really sweet you know? Faredddy, you are really something. You managed to touch my heart againnnn! *BLUSH*

--------------11:15 PM--------------



I slept at 4.30am last night. So I only have 2 hours to sleep but still, I managed to pull myself up to school from my comfy bed. Amazingly, I didn't sleep in class and I'm very hyperactive. Wellllllll, I'm strong what. *wink* Got back some results today but I guess I'll just wait for the rest then I will post it up here. But yeah, I flunked most of it. Headed back home straight after school and decided to accompany Mr. Nice Guy to consume his lunch. You really don't have to feel guilty for it okay? You are just doing your part and I really have to thank you, really. ;) After that, went to meet my people. The little girl above is Syukri's sister, cute right? She sticked to Syukri like superglue, whenever Syukri tend to walk away, she will start whining. Very cute, photogenic somemore! Syuk, I want your sister can? Heh! Chilled there till 8.00pm and headed back home. And ya, Rebecca didn't took the flight to Paris as something cropped up. So yeah, shall meet up soon babe. :)

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This babe will be flying off to Paris at 10am today. Yes, PARIS people! We people must really envy her because she can get to see the Eiffel Tower! Oh my godddd! *jealous* I received a text message from her and headed to meet her after chilling with my people. According to what she said, she will be there for 2 weeks. You must really take great care of yourself alright babe? I'm so sorry that I can't meet you before your flight which you requested. I'm really sorry babe, I have to attend school. We shall meet up after your return alright? It's a MUST! Bon voyage, Rebecca Karliel Cyrius Chan. :)

--------------12:55 AM--------------


Sunday, October 18, 2009

(more pictures at http://geenaclickedsnap.multiply.com)
Went to watch MVFC play just now. The weather was being so irritating I tell you, so freaking hot and I really cannot stand it. And I'm the camera woman of the day, HAHA. After the match, went back home and took a shower. After everything, headed to meet the others at street soccer court. Chilled there and went home at around 10.30pm. Someone was being so nice to offer to send me back home, but nevermind, I don't wanna trouble you to come over here just to send me home, so yeah. You're a Mr. Nice Guy! HAHA. Okay, I'm really very tired now, I guess I don't have enough sleep, I shall just stop here. Goodnight readers! :)

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(more pictures at http://geenaclickedsnap.multiply.com)
It's 5.30am now and I'm still awake, talking to Haziq and Rihyad on the phone. Went Sheesha with RC cliques and some of Daniyal's friends just now. With Daniyal's friends around, it made us into a big group, around 20 of us. We occupied a room and we stayed there for hours, it was really fun. From 7pm to 10pm with the music playing on, awesome shit! Not much pictures were taken as Farhana's camera memory full. And I saw Wan Cik, he approached me and pinched me on my cheeks, damn him! And I still owe Yassin 2bucks, because... I'm not gonna reveal why. He kept boasting it around. No big deal okay! HAHA. Before heading home, went to Jurong Point's Macdonald to have our supper. Reached home at around 12.10am. Today was a blast! I'm lovin' it! Promised someone that I'll be going to watch MVFC's match later on, but I will be going with Ahzyp and Appy. So yeah, I have to tuck in now. Good day ahead people! :)

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Friday, October 16, 2009

When I got back home just now, Mummy informed me that I've got a letter. With full of curiosity, I went into my room and get the letter. It was from Khazir! Yes, Khazir! I jumped around and Mummy said I'm crazy. Among Hardi, Farin, Anayi and Khazir who were inside now, I miss Khazir the most because I'm so freaking close to him plus he was the first one who went inside. Okay, no words can describe how much I miss him. It had been months since I last met him and it's a long period of time to me. He wrote a long letter and I really can't stop smiling because his words are really very cute. I was kinda shocked as he got to know what had happened to me these days. He said he's really worried about me and he also mentioned that he miss me calling him "boncet". Awwww, I miss you badly... I still remember how you stroke my hair and ask me not to cry when I'm crying really badly that time. I really need you here, Khazir. I hope I can meet you soon, real soon I must say. I need a bear hug from you badlyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy! :(

"I miss you when something really good happens because you are the one I want to share it with. I miss you when something is troubling me because you are the one who listens to me and giving me advices. I miss you when I cry infront of you because you will stroke my hair, comfort me and you are the one who makes my laughter grow and my tears disappear. I miss you all the time but I miss you most when I think of all the wonderful times we spent together; for those were some of the best times of my life. I miss you..."

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Thursday, October 15, 2009

Azhar accompanied me to Jurong Point to collect my stuffs and we went KFC to have our lunch, we took an hour to finish our food as we've got alot of things to talk about. He's such an ass I tell you, kept causing me to laugh like a mad woman. And thanks bestfriend, I always go to you when I have doubts because I know you will keep those things I told you to yourself and not boasting it around. Eventhough you can't do anything to help me, your listening ears and advices are much appreciated. I really owe you alot, bestfriend. We are friends for 5years already you know! Okay whatever it is, thanks alot, I love ya bestfriend. :)

And hell yeah people, believe it or not, exams are finally over! Cheers to that! I'm so relieved. But hell, I'm so not looking forward to get my results. Forget about it, what's done is done, nothing can change it. Now, let's enjoy!

"Rejoice while you are alive; enjoy the day;
live life to the fullest; make the most of what you have."

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Wednesday, October 14, 2009

To (insert name): Thanks for being there and helping me when I have problems with my relationship, I really appreciate what you've done for me. But you should know that I'd always treat you as my bestfriend, not more than that. And please, you must always remember that you've got a girlfriend. Please don't hurt her for goodness sake! You shouldn't even confess to me in the first place because you're attached. You requested that you want us to be so called "Teman Tapi Mesra", but sorry I won't accept that. Just imagine how your girlfriend will feel if she gets to know about this? So please, get that in your mind and stop all this. We'll stay this way, just this way will do. It's the best for you, your girlfriend and myself. :)

"What goes around comes around..."

Haziq say this to me just now,
"Don't cry for a guy, let a guy cry for you.
Cause' girls forgive and forget, guys get and forget."

-Thanks for the words Ziq. But hold on, are you referring to yourself or what? HAHAHA!

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Tuesday, October 13, 2009

I just got up from my long nap and I feel so refreshing now! Going out to meet some people later on, maybe? Ain't too sure about it. I don't have to study for tomorrow's paper because it's Mother Tongue. Okay, I'm over-confident. And oh yes, I still left 2 more papers to go... and I'm free! Say hello to freedom, bid goodbye to school works(for the time being only, HAHA). I can't wait for the girls' day out! I wanna go out with my babes, I wanna go sheesha with them, I wanna shop till I drop, I wanna enjoyyyy myself! I can't wait! Freedom, must wait for me okay? Must you know!! I love you very much! Okay, sudah start merepek! :D

Anyway! Shrek, where are you? Where are youuuuuu?
I'm so sorry I didn't reply your message halfway through, I knocked out just now. Heh!Apologies accepted? :)

"Someone who love you, wouldn't bear to hurt you."

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Sunday, October 11, 2009

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Yesterday was really fun! I enjoyed the show and I bet all of them enjoyed it too. All thanks to Farhana for the free tickets and we get to enter it for free. And thanks to Farhana again because I get to see Hady Mirza and Aizat! Both of them so charming! *melts* Didn't eat for the whole day, so after the show, went to Jurong Point's Macdonald to have supper. Chilled around nearby my area and reached home at around 2.30am. It was hell fun but hell tiring.

I'm gonna study for my Geography paper tomorrow! Wish me all the best people. ;)

"You're only mine when I dream.
When I wake up, I wanna scream. You're not mine in all alone. I can only text you through my phone. Do dreams lie or true? I hope so, cause girl, I want you. ;)" -Shrek

-I got this when I'm sleeping soundly. Awwww, you're the sweetest...

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Saturday, October 10, 2009

Sometimes, people just don't know how to appreciate you when you are with them. You give the best out of you, they take it for granted. They will only start realising and appreciating when you are gone. Some will try really hard to repent and they managed to change for the better. Some will repeat the same thing over and over again; thinking that you will give them one chance after another. But no, do you know that we will get sick and tired when we give you chances and still, you repeat the same thing? You know that I've given you chances but still, you repeat the same old mistake. So tell me how could I ensure that you won't do it again for the next time? How could I make my mind at ease with you like this? I'm really having a hard time here; trying my very best to gain back the trust which I gave you long time ago. But sorry, I failed to do so, I can't. My mind kept lingering around, thinking about what you've done for times. I'm sick and tired of this, I give up, I have to give up... You called me for times when you are in Brunei, wanting the answer from me and I kept telling you this, "I need time to think about it." And I really spend time thinking about it over and over again; for days and for weeks. And now, I've gotten the answer. I'm not ready to get hurt for the fifth time, I'd cried you a river and really had enough of it. Some people say I shouldn't give you the chance to hurt me again and what they said made me make this decision. What I'm trying to emphasize here is that, we're over. We're over for good, I'm leaving you for good. Just so you know, it's just the best for you and me. You can happily mingle around and I can really stop crying because of it because we ain't together no more. And thanks because you were the one who taught me to be strong; to let go of a person whom I love alot... I just hope that you are happy with what you are doing right now. Take this as a lesson learnt, don't ever do it to your next companion. Enjoy your life to the fullest. Take care and I'm really sorry. ;)

- "If someone you love made you cry a river,
build a bridge, and get over it."

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Friday, October 9, 2009

The person who drew this for me really makes me melt for uncountable times. His words really made a great impact on me. He even draw the picture above in MSN, using the handwriting thing and send it to me. Sweet right? *blush* I still remember how we know each other. In fact, we knew each other few years back at new block, that time he was riding pio-pio, kan-kan-kan? Alamak, bocoh your rahsia. HAHAHA! He got my number from Wan Cik and we started contacting. After some time, I don't know what happened which cause us to lost in contact. Lately, we've started contacting back. This guy is really a sweet one, seriously. Every single time, his words touches me. I don't know if he really mean what he say, but whatever it is, he is sweet like sugar, like honey. Geena sayang Muhammad Farid a.k.a Greeno banyak-banyak bole? Sayang dia~ ^^

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I'm here wishing Rebecca Karliel Cyrius Chan, happy 18th birthday! May all your wishes come true and may you succeed in everything you do. I hope for the best for you and Akbar. And thanks for being there; giving me advices when things went out of hand. May you and Akbar last okay sweets? Hope to see you soon babe, takecare cause' I care. :)

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Thursday, October 1, 2009

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I've created a Multiply account so it would be much more easier for me to post the pictures up. So yeah, from today onwards I'll post pictures at Multiply instead of Blogger. I got to admit that I slack alot in my studies, I'm so gonna start mugging now. It's better late than never, right? :)

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School is such a bore! EOY are coming real soon, and yet I'm still not revising. I kept roaming outside, totally no interest in it. School will be double bore if there's no Haziq and Syafiq in class, they bullied me while Appy is sleeping. Look at those evidence at the top, Haziq squash my head and Syafiq mess my hair while I'm cam-whoring! -.- Korang takmo step lahhhhhhh kentalans! :D

Yesterday, went Jalan Raya with the NA people plus Daniyal and Prince. Currently waiting for that IzmiSizmiIseni to send me the pictures so that I can post it up here. Hurry up Izmi, slow fellow! Will post the pictures up soon. :)

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Monday, September 28, 2009

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Woke up at around 2.15pm yesterday as I slept at 5.45am the day before. I woke up and realised that there's 8 miss calls from Appy's mum and also from Appy's house, and also a few messages saying, "Bangon! Bangon! Bangon! Bangon!" HAHA! They asked me to follow to Jalan Raya with family, and so I went to get prepared and went out to meet them. It was really fun yet tiring. And one thing, Rebecca really looks like Appy's mum! Long lost twin I guess. Huhu! Go from house to house and reached home at around 11pm.



Teachers absent themselves and so, there's many free periods today. Spend my time with Haziq, Ahmad Danial, Syafiq and Appy in the class. They cracked jokes and really made me laugh till I have stomaches. They cannot stop squashing my head, especially Haziq and Syafiq! Bleddy ass! And when they have nothing better to do, they start their nonsense. They use paint marker to colour their hair and it looks like high-light. If hair spoil right, serve you guys right! :P After school, went back home straight and took a bath. Actually going to study with Azhar and Erna, but then...... I fell asleep. Hehe! May be going down soon and chill for awhile. And ya, EOY will be starting tomorrow. Will be having English Paper 1 and Mother tongue Paper 1 tomorrow. Wish all of you luck alright? :)

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Sunday, September 27, 2009

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Jalan Raya with RC cliques on the 25th, didn't expect much people to follow but suprisingly, there's 20 over people. We took a total of 157 pictures, will be uploaded in my multiply account. Went to 7 houses, Azhar, Appy, Wan Sherman, Iman, Wan Bunga, Danial Sheckler, Hidayah. It was fun yet very tiring walking from one house to another. Reached home at around 1am, took a bath and slept.



Was awaked by some people's calls and messages. Farhana asked me to accompany her to eat and we went to Gekpoh's Macdonald. There's this Macdonald delivery guy making a fool of himself by winking at me and I can't control myself and made me burst into laughters. We gave him a name, right Farhana? Huhu! After so, Farhana went back home and Appy and his parents came and fetch me and I followed to his uncle's house. His mum asked about Ehsan and I, and I really went blank. Luckily there's Appy to help to cover up. His mum even asked me why Ehsan refused to go Brunei and I really don't know why. I just acted normally like as if Ehsan and I were still together, so yeah. Head to RC after that, get tortured by Kid, he pinched my arms and now, blue-black. Luckily Hamid stopped him, if not I think it will be worst. And Hamid asked me this, "Why the guys so geram with you, everytime bully you ah? Especially the person who is infront of you.", referring to Appy. And I answered, "Takkan taktau. Dorang kan gila, takde kerja kacao orang." And Iman asked me whether I can be his girlfriend. -.- Then I was like 'Jangan merepek lah belo.', and he said 'Why cannot?', I ignored his questions as I know there's something wrong with him at that point of time. Chilled there till around 11.30pm, Kid send me back home and he walked back again to RC as he is going to Boon Lay with the others. I really wanna thanks Kid for the advises, greatly appreciated! I will consider about it. And now, am on the phone with Haziq, and guess what? He's asleep. -.- You'll get it from me tomorrow for leaving me alone.

Ehsan called me on that night when he's going to Brunei. And he used his friend's phone to text me saying that he hoped that I'll patch up with him when he's back in Singapore. After those things happened, I really don't know if you really mean what you say, I really have no idea. I love you wholeheartedly, and this is what I get in return. I can swear that I'm really hurt, really afraid that it'll repeat again. Only if you could promise me that you won't do that again and don't ever break that promise, no doubts, I will really accept you if you really mean it. Gain back that trust which I gave you long ago. And Brunei, takecare of Ehsan. :)

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Tuesday, September 22, 2009

"Happy 1 year 5 months", NOT.
Things went out of control, everything we did to help this relationship seems not working. So, we ended it. Believe it or not, today is our 1 year and 5 months anniversary and this happens, a great surprise indeed. In fact, I don't bear to leave. But it hurts alot, really. Hearing things about your love one really hurts a whole lot, it really brought me down to the extend of doing this. It may take a very long time to cure, because I love you so much. Thanks for those memories; good or bad. I really appreciate what you've done over the past 1 year and 5 months. We've been thinking far about our future, but it ends today. I'm really glad that you're mine once. I'm sorry for adding on to your problems but not reducing it. You're going Brunei on this friday, takecare of yourself and please don't hurt yourself there. I hope the best for you, Ehsan. I love you and always do. :'(

Love is really a painful game.

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Friday, September 18, 2009


I didn't sleep well last night, and I didn't attend school today, with no valid reason. So I went to clinic to get Medical Certificate with Appy. After that, went to hang out nearby, and spend my whole day with my lovely friends. They really made my day. As in, they cheered me up in different ways, they really look stupid with their acts, but they really made it, they put a smile back on my face. I really really appreciate what you people had done for me and am really very lucky to have friends like you guys. I wanna thank Khazirah, Naddy, Farina, Farhana, Noreen, Amy, Zeeroc, Rafi Starscream, Muhaimin, Khai Deks, Appy, Daniyal, Azhar, Prince, Rihyad, Syafiq SMS, Deepan, Man, Syukri, Yun, Suffian and Sharien. Those with large font, really did alot. I don't remember the rest, but I just wanna thank all whom ask if I'm doing fine and also cheered me up. Thanks alot, really! :')

Naddy is sucha sweetheart, she blogged about me. I'm really touched when I read the post. I appreciate it alot sweets. We shall meet up soon. :)
"One of my girls are upset and depressed. Geena, if ure reading these. I hope it'll make ya feel abit beta. You got friends who care about you, ure down to earth lady and gettin' mature day by day. ^^, but hopefully, ure strong to accept what's happening eventhough if it's so sudden. Never be weak! Hopefully the matter will b settled with peace & ease, I know how you feel and I try to imagine myself being in your position. *wink. You know we like to imagine don't we. :b Shall meet soon aite sweets." -from frescoolen.onsugar.com

You are the very first person who called me a "bitch". You are really getting on my nerves, you know that? I don't know you well, so why the hell you called me that? Did I do anything wrong to you? If yes, you can name me anything. But the fact is, I didn't do anything, I didn't even mention your name to anyone. So why the sudden you do this? Your own sister and elder brother dislike you. You know why? Because of that mouth of yours. He even asked me to approach you because you're the one who is in the fault and then, calling me a bitch. What's this? You are one of the cause for me and my love one to quarrel. You are happy, aren't you? You are smiling down there, I know that. You are just so heartless for doing this! Now I know why you don't have the guts to face me whenever you walk pass the place where I hang out at, it is because you are feeling GUILTY. Think hard babe, who is the bitch now? You or me? In fact, I don't hate anyone. But sad to say, you will be the first one. You are one of the cause for this to happen, you are one of the cause to make me go through this shit. If I said anything wrong here which you think is not right, you can approach me. Because I'm not in the wrong, so I'm not afraid of anything.

Rafizah a.k.a "Snow Queen".

If you want to play this game, I'll play it with you.

I am really trying my very best to be strong, to face this shit, and also trying very hard to ignore it. I don't want my lovely friends to see me in this kind of situation. I want back my old self; the cheerful one. Just give me some time people, the cheerful Geena will be back!


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Thursday, September 17, 2009

Why must all this happen? Why is it repeated again?
I deserve all this, is it? I really don't know what to do.
I hate myself for being in this kind of state. :'(

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Sunday, September 13, 2009

Sorry, no pictures taken!


The day before yesterday, Ehsan♥ asked me not to wake up late, but I woke up late yesterday as I sleep late in the night and he was somehow angry. I asked him if we are still meeting and he say no need. Then he started splattering some words which were kinda hurting. When I get worked up, he say he was just joking from the start, and he started saying those sweet words which really made me smile widely. Then he asked me to go and take my shower and say he will meet me at night. Huhu! This is what he always do, making me furious first, then smiling widely in the end. Alamak, geram sangat dengan dia. Huak!

Last minute, Ehsan♥ asked me to follow him to Geylang with his family. Appy can't stop disturbing me whenever he saw me. Basket betul! HAHA. Ehsan♥ bought baju raya for me, using his own money. Thanks so much love! Colour, brown. And ya, saw Noreen there with her sister. And also Ayun, but never tegur as he was far away from me. While walking, Ahmad Danial called me and asked to lepak. I rejected as I know I will be tired by then. Walked till around 11.35pm and went to Boon Lay Shopping centre to buy Nasi Lemak and head to Ehsan♥ house to eat. At around 2.15am, he send me back home. While walking, saw Azhar, Prince and Arina. After taking my shower, I received a message from Azhar, saying "Geena, don't go..." My mind went blank as I have no idea what he is trying to say. Then I received a call from him, he kept asking me if I can go down as something is happening. Then I was thinking, why is he asking me not to go down, and asking me to go down at the same time? Then the phone was passed to Prince. From the way he talk, I can know that he is drunk. And he started splattering nonsense, I don't think it is good to write here. So yeah, after putting down the phone, Arina called and asked about Prince. Talked and stuff, put down the phone and went to bed. I swear Prince is scary when he is drunk! >.<

Received a message from Prince just now. He apologised about what happened yesterday and say he was drunk, he cannot control himself and that is why he speak that way. But I don't think there is a need to apologise as he didn't say anything hurting, but just some nonsensical stuffs. Urgh, forget it. Maybe I am going down to meet them after they break fast at home. Haiyak, tomorrow school! So shitty, gonna see those thick worksheets infront of me. Shall end this post now, wanna get some rest. I love Ehsan♥ very very much. :)

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Saturday, September 12, 2009


Actually, my plan was to stay at home today. Feeling-feeling good girl lah kan. But tak jadi pulak since my sister ask me out. Huhu! It has been a long time since I last go out with my own sister. Yeah, pathetic much? We went to Haji lane to find her stuffs. And went Blu Jazz Cafe to have our dinner, Sister treat me as I'm broke. Heehee. Thanks so much! I ordered Carbonara spaghetti and she ordered Dory Fish. Alamak, punya lah sedap. Must go and give it a try! After that, went for Sheesha session. We took quite a long time to find a suitable place as it was really packed with people. People kept looking at us, they must be thinking why we keep walking to and fro. Huak! Found a place, but while waiting for the person to allocate us to our sits, another shop's holder came towards us and asked us to go to their shop instead. HAHA, stealing customers or what. So yeah, we went to the shop which steals customers. My sister's friend was working there, and he said I look older than my sister. Pfffft! Then there was this guy, my sister's friend's friend, he came to us and asked for our names and happened to ask our age. Since people say I looked older, my sister told that guy that she is 18 and I am 19. -.- Then that guy gave this face "o.O" and took a second look at me, and he says I look younger. Alamak kecoh ah. HAHA! At around 11.15pm, left the place and went to find Mummy and Daddy at Bugis Junction and took cab back home.

It's 4.40am now and I am still awake. All because of Syukri Rahmat. Suddenly call and disturb. His friend also joined him. Takde kerja betul lah korang eh. Tanye soalan bonus skali. HAHA! Mal nak lai~ Maybe going Geylang with Ehsan♥ later if he gets back early, maybe only. Alright, I wanna sleep now. Goodnight readers! If can, I'll update later. Stay tune, and ILE! ^^

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