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Sunday, November 8, 2009       Woke up at 1.30pm today, went to watch MVFC's match. Took my shower and stuffs, met Yad and Kamaal and took the train to meet Rebecca then headed to Marsiling. Have to reach there by 3 but we reached there at 3.45pm, was really late. After the match, took train back with the same people, went to Jurong Point's Banquet to consume our dinner. After so, separated with Kamaal and Yad. Rebecca and I went to meet Azhar and Prince as Azhar asked me to accompany him to post his letter, so yeah. Went to meet RC cliques, alot of stories to tell huh? *laughs* Headed back home with Iman, very kecoh ah this guy. -.- Just received a call from Ahmad, he asked me to go under my block to do some chilling with Iman and him. I rejected as I was really lazy and he threatened me saying that he wanna knock on my door. You arse! And I don't know what the hell is wrong with Iman, asking me to be his girlfriend again? Iman:"Geena, be my girlfriend can?" Geena:"Girlfriendddd? Cannot lah Iman." Iman:"Why cannottt?" Geena:"Jangan merepek lah Iman, dari that time you knowww!" Ah kan, Geena da marah HAHA. Nevermind, I understand your situation. :) ARGH GOT DAMNIT I AM SOOOO HAPPY!!! HAHAHA. Mummy: "My friend's daughter will be asking Subway if there is any vacancy for you." Geena: "Okay best, I wanna get myself a mini laptop if I get that job." Mummy: "Mini laptop? Don't worry, I will get for you and your sister each one each when I get my salary during December." Hey, am I dreaming? Someone pinch me cannnn? Mummy gonna get me a mini laptop during december! Mummy, please mark your words! HAHHAHAHAHAH. :D --------------11:57 PM-------------- Saturday, November 7, 2009  What a day! I'm so tired even I did some chilling with my cliques only, tired of laughing maybe? They can't stop disturbing me just because I didn't accompany Andy to Jurong Point to get his stuffs and everyone was calling me "bastard". Super irritating I tell you, want a smack is it? *laughs* I dyed my hair yesterday and the outcome turned out very not nice, so I went to Erna's crib and she helped me to dye my hair black. Now, much much more better. Thanks Erna, I owe you one. After that, went down and continued chilling with them. Azhar send me back home as the clock is hitting 11.15pm. Thanks Azhar, my bestfriend. :)Two days ago, I met Farid the Shrek. Chilled with him and his friends from 7plus to 12plus, alot of laughing indeed. He send me back home despite carrying his 1000 pounds laptop(chey, fake sia geena HAHA -.-). Thanks alot Shrek. I love ya alot! And yeah, I miss you already. ;) --------------11:35 PM-------------- Tuesday, November 3, 2009 .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) Lunch date with my Babygirls and Noreen. After so, we headed to RC to meet the others. Have no idea why many of them were present today, weird. And Daniyal kept pinching me, damn you ass! Chilling with them today was really fun I must say, I don't know why but today seems special huh? Okay, I'm very lazy to elaborate more. Will be having remedial in school tomorrow and so, I have to tuck in early. Goodnight! Love all of you but love someone more. *wide smile* --------------11:54 PM-------------- Sunday, November 1, 2009   HAPPY BIRTHDAY IMAN MASAI & DANNY DANPAL! It's 3am now and I'm still not asleep yet, just put down the phone with that belo Shrek of mine and now, texting him and surfing the net. I love that SHREKBOY like how I love my bantal busuk you know? *wink* Okay enough, this post is suppose to be all about Iman and Danny Danpal. Mind me, I just can't resist to talk about that Lover Boy. *grins* Okay, let's get it started now! Today is my all time favourite joker and irritating friend's birthday. Iman, I know you would happen to read my blog, so I wanna take this chance to wish you all the best in every single thing you do and may all your wishes come true alright? Please don't stop being a joker because you really made me and everyone laugh very hard with your stupidity jokes. If possible, stop taking all those stuffs okay? You should know what I mean. And thanks for the ride just now huh, you made me fall and now, my leg hurts you knowwww? -.- Do you remember the talk between Ahmad, you and I on 30th of October at Art Park? Yes, don't dwell on the past alright? What's done is done, you still have your friends by your side. So yeah, live your life to the fullest and smile always, my dear friend. :) As for Danny Danpal, I got to know you from Khazirah. I can't deny that I don't know you well but I know you are one irritating guy who loves to disturb people. I still remember how panicked you got when you actually disturbed Khazirah and when I move my hands just to adjust my bag, you thought I wanna hit you and you blocked yourself. -.- How silly can you be? *laughs* Well, I just wanna wish you happy birthday and stop your irritating okay! See you again soon, dude. :) --------------2:59 AM-------------- Friday, October 30, 2009                 Last day of school and I got bullied by friends! Shit head~ They knew that I'm afraid of Daniel Lee and they purposely ordered him to go near me. They even shut the class door to prevent me from getting out, seriously very bastard you know? Screw all of them. Everyone knows that Daniel Lee will listen to what people ordered him to do because he's afraid of them. And yes, he try real hard to get near me. For my self-protection, I took my file and hit him. Everyone was laughing as if there's a free show. Bastard eh korang! Tengok tapi tak tau nak tolong. Pfffft! Thank god I get to escape him and went to the toilet. Daniyal persuaded me to get out but I didn't fall for his trick. Shalini tricked me and told me that someone is finding me. So yeah, I went out of the toilet happily and felt that something is not right as alot of people were there standing and looking. And hellllll I'm so right, Daniel Lee was just right beside me! I got so agitated, I fell and quickly ran into the toilet. (Video right at the bottom) Okay, I'm a mad girl in school for today. Boooooo to people who bullied me! :( Lastly, I LOVE MUHAMMAD FARID. (L) --------------12:59 PM-------------- Thursday, October 29, 2009   I've gotten my report book back today. I'm so greatful, thank god I'm promoted! Yeah-yeah! I'm really happy about it but on the other hand, I'm freaking sad upon hearing that Mr Koh will not be teaching in Boon Lay Secondary next year as someone sabotaged him behind his back and it leads him to lose his job in Boon Lay Secondary. Screw that person! That person is just so cruel and heartless to sabotage him. I cried upon seeing him crying. Yes, I do cry if I saw someone whom I know crying. He even gave me advices; and that made me cry more. He's really a nice teacher afterall, my grades rises as he really made me understand about Mathematics. Many of them saw me crying, including Daniyal. So embarassing! And now, his MSN personal message says this, "SAW SOMEONE CRYING AWWWW SOOOO CUTE AHAHAHAH ;)" Cute your ass okay! :D And I'm so freaking angry with myself! I accidentally broke the Guess Perfume which Shrek gave me last night! PIG ME, so freakinggggggg clumsy. I swear that I'm fvcking freaking sadddddddddd. :( --------------1:46 PM-------------- Wednesday, October 28, 2009 .jpg) Headed down to meet my people for awhile and went to meet Dearest Fared Shrek while they were playing soccer. While I'm on my way there, there's one guy who came towards me and tapped me on my shoulder. He told me that his friend wants my number but nah, I walked away. Went to meet Shrek first, and one by one, Wal and Arep appeared. Out of a sudden, Shrek took out something from his pocket and passed it to me; Guess Perfume. Thanks and I really appreciate it alot-alot. Chilled there till 10.45pm and he send me to the bus-stop. And dearest, it's really shocking to see that you actually keep those pictures which we drew in your mobile phone. I love you okay Baby Shrek. ;)
--------------11:55 PM--------------  2 more days school ends=CHEERS! Report book out tomorrow=DIE-DIE-DIEEEEE! :/
--------------4:15 PM-------------- Monday, October 26, 2009  Found this picture in his Tagged account, with my name on it somemore. Awwww... Wait, you guys wanna know my secrettttttttttttttttttt? Want or notttttttttttt?I ♥ THIS GUY VERY MUCH. ^.^ --------------5:56 PM--------------     I was so restless in school today, slept really alot in class. Haziq, Syafiq and Appy was being so nice for not disturbing me when I'm sleeping, had much peace to sleep. Thanks alot! But they started to disturb me when I'm awake. Baik ah! -.- Heard from some teachers that 4 students from my class will be retaining. Scary or what?! I hope I'm not one of them. :( After school, went to Appy's house and chilled there with Haziq, Syafiq, Farhana and Appy. Farhana and I bullied Haziq because he kept disturbing us. Serve you right okay Haziq! :D May be going down to meet RC cliques later on, it has been a few days since I last hang out with them. Prince texted me and asked if I'm meeting them later and Ahmad claims that he misses me, right-right-right Ahmad? *kening naek-naek* He asked me to chill at 7.00pm. I'm sooooooo freaking-freaking tired! So, should I or should I notttttttttttt? --------------5:10 PM-------------- Sunday, October 25, 2009  (more pictures at http://geenaclickedsnap.multiply.com)Yesterday, went Sheesha session with my babes, Azyan and Khazirah. Noreen tagged along too, but she came late. We had fun and made friends with another group of people. Yessss, we are friendly you know? ^^ After so, we headed to Clarke Quay to meet Khazirah's friends. So kecoh man! Especially when Noreen and Dan started to quarrel, damn kecoh one I tell you. Azyan and I chilled till 2 plus in the midnight and took NR back home while the others overnight there. Was really a tiring trip yet a really fun one. I want another outing soon! Karaoke next? How how how? *kening naek-naek* Went to watch MVFC play against Street Casper just now. Even some of the players were not there, I must congrats them because they won. 3-2! There's commotion between both teams after the match, really scary but funny I tell you. Luckily they stop after some time. And once againnn, congratulations to MV! ^^ --------------11:35 PM-------------- Wednesday, October 21, 2009  HAPPY BIRTHDAYMUHAMMAD HAZIQ BIN MUSTAFFA! Today is my cute little bestfriend's birthday and he is staying at home. Ziq, I know you will read this, I wanna wish you all the best in everything you do and may all your wishes come true. Please stop being mischievious, IRRITATING! Try harder to grow taller before I grow taller than you alright? Hee! I must say that you are really a very good friend of mine who really love to bully me whenever you see me. You love to squash my head, am I right Ziq? Shithead YOU! Bighug you then you know. HAHA! Thanks for being there for me everytime when I need someone, thanks for being my listening ear, thanks for calling me almost everyday to entertain me with your stories. I'm blessed to have a friend like you. Be patient with your parents, I know they are over-controlling you but I think you should talk things with them and not running away, you know what I mean? So yeah. All the best, hope you have the chance to be with that girl alright? Don't step okay Haziq! BIGHUG BIGHUG you! XD --------------6:57 PM-------------- Tuesday, October 20, 2009  I was surfing the net when this guy above texted me through the phone. He asked me if I could help him to update his blog as he claims that his internet was down and so, I agreed. I asked him what he want me to help him to post about. A smile then appeared on my face when he ask me to... go and visit his blog and you will know. You are really sweet you know? Faredddy, you are really something. You managed to touch my heart againnnn! *BLUSH*
--------------11:15 PM--------------  I slept at 4.30am last night. So I only have 2 hours to sleep but still, I managed to pull myself up to school from my comfy bed. Amazingly, I didn't sleep in class and I'm very hyperactive. Wellllllll, I'm strong what. *wink* Got back some results today but I guess I'll just wait for the rest then I will post it up here. But yeah, I flunked most of it. Headed back home straight after school and decided to accompany Mr. Nice Guy to consume his lunch. You really don't have to feel guilty for it okay? You are just doing your part and I really have to thank you, really. ;) After that, went to meet my people. The little girl above is Syukri's sister, cute right? She sticked to Syukri like superglue, whenever Syukri tend to walk away, she will start whining. Very cute, photogenic somemore! Syuk, I want your sister can? Heh! Chilled there till 8.00pm and headed back home. And ya, Rebecca didn't took the flight to Paris as something cropped up. So yeah, shall meet up soon babe. :)
--------------8:27 PM--------------  This babe will be flying off to Paris at 10am today. Yes, PARIS people! We people must really envy her because she can get to see the Eiffel Tower! Oh my godddd! *jealous* I received a text message from her and headed to meet her after chilling with my people. According to what she said, she will be there for 2 weeks. You must really take great care of yourself alright babe? I'm so sorry that I can't meet you before your flight which you requested. I'm really sorry babe, I have to attend school. We shall meet up after your return alright? It's a MUST! Bon voyage, Rebecca Karliel Cyrius Chan. :)
--------------12:55 AM-------------- Sunday, October 18, 2009  (more pictures at http://geenaclickedsnap.multiply.com)Went to watch MVFC play just now. The weather was being so irritating I tell you, so freaking hot and I really cannot stand it. And I'm the camera woman of the day, HAHA. After the match, went back home and took a shower. After everything, headed to meet the others at street soccer court. Chilled there and went home at around 10.30pm. Someone was being so nice to offer to send me back home, but nevermind, I don't wanna trouble you to come over here just to send me home, so yeah. You're a Mr. Nice Guy! HAHA. Okay, I'm really very tired now, I guess I don't have enough sleep, I shall just stop here. Goodnight readers! :) --------------10:47 PM--------------  (more pictures at http://geenaclickedsnap.multiply.com)It's 5.30am now and I'm still awake, talking to Haziq and Rihyad on the phone. Went Sheesha with RC cliques and some of Daniyal's friends just now. With Daniyal's friends around, it made us into a big group, around 20 of us. We occupied a room and we stayed there for hours, it was really fun. From 7pm to 10pm with the music playing on, awesome shit! Not much pictures were taken as Farhana's camera memory full. And I saw Wan Cik, he approached me and pinched me on my cheeks, damn him! And I still owe Yassin 2bucks, because... I'm not gonna reveal why. He kept boasting it around. No big deal okay! HAHA. Before heading home, went to Jurong Point's Macdonald to have our supper. Reached home at around 12.10am. Today was a blast! I'm lovin' it! Promised someone that I'll be going to watch MVFC's match later on, but I will be going with Ahzyp and Appy. So yeah, I have to tuck in now. Good day ahead people! :) --------------5:01 AM-------------- Friday, October 16, 2009  When I got back home just now, Mummy informed me that I've got a letter. With full of curiosity, I went into my room and get the letter. It was from Khazir! Yes, Khazir! I jumped around and Mummy said I'm crazy. Among Hardi, Farin, Anayi and Khazir who were inside now, I miss Khazir the most because I'm so freaking close to him plus he was the first one who went inside. Okay, no words can describe how much I miss him. It had been months since I last met him and it's a long period of time to me. He wrote a long letter and I really can't stop smiling because his words are really very cute. I was kinda shocked as he got to know what had happened to me these days. He said he's really worried about me and he also mentioned that he miss me calling him "boncet". Awwww, I miss you badly... I still remember how you stroke my hair and ask me not to cry when I'm crying really badly that time. I really need you here, Khazir. I hope I can meet you soon, real soon I must say. I need a bear hug from you badlyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy! :("I miss you when something really good happens because you are the one I want to share it with. I miss you when something is troubling me because you are the one who listens to me and giving me advices. I miss you when I cry infront of you because you will stroke my hair, comfort me and you are the one who makes my laughter grow and my tears disappear. I miss you all the time but I miss you most when I think of all the wonderful times we spent together; for those were some of the best times of my life. I miss you..." --------------11:02 PM-------------- Thursday, October 15, 2009 .jpg) Azhar accompanied me to Jurong Point to collect my stuffs and we went KFC to have our lunch, we took an hour to finish our food as we've got alot of things to talk about. He's such an ass I tell you, kept causing me to laugh like a mad woman. And thanks bestfriend, I always go to you when I have doubts because I know you will keep those things I told you to yourself and not boasting it around. Eventhough you can't do anything to help me, your listening ears and advices are much appreciated. I really owe you alot, bestfriend. We are friends for 5years already you know! Okay whatever it is, thanks alot, I love ya bestfriend. :)And hell yeah people, believe it or not, exams are finally over! Cheers to that! I'm so relieved. But hell, I'm so not looking forward to get my results. Forget about it, what's done is done, nothing can change it. Now, let's enjoy! "Rejoice while you are alive; enjoy the day; live life to the fullest; make the most of what you have." --------------2:45 PM-------------- Wednesday, October 14, 2009  To (insert name): Thanks for being there and helping me when I have problems with my relationship, I really appreciate what you've done for me. But you should know that I'd always treat you as my bestfriend, not more than that. And please, you must always remember that you've got a girlfriend. Please don't hurt her for goodness sake! You shouldn't even confess to me in the first place because you're attached. You requested that you want us to be so called "Teman Tapi Mesra", but sorry I won't accept that. Just imagine how your girlfriend will feel if she gets to know about this? So please, get that in your mind and stop all this. We'll stay this way, just this way will do. It's the best for you, your girlfriend and myself. :)"What goes around comes around..." Haziq say this to me just now, "Don't cry for a guy, let a guy cry for you. Cause' girls forgive and forget, guys get and forget." -Thanks for the words Ziq. But hold on, are you referring to yourself or what? HAHAHA! --------------10:14 PM-------------- Tuesday, October 13, 2009  I just got up from my long nap and I feel so refreshing now! Going out to meet some people later on, maybe? Ain't too sure about it. I don't have to study for tomorrow's paper because it's Mother Tongue. Okay, I'm over-confident. And oh yes, I still left 2 more papers to go... and I'm free! Say hello to freedom, bid goodbye to school works(for the time being only, HAHA). I can't wait for the girls' day out! I wanna go out with my babes, I wanna go sheesha with them, I wanna shop till I drop, I wanna enjoyyyy myself! I can't wait! Freedom, must wait for me okay? Must you know!! I love you very much! Okay, sudah start merepek! :DAnyway! Shrek, where are you? Where are youuuuuu? I'm so sorry I didn't reply your message halfway through, I knocked out just now. Heh!Apologies accepted? :) "Someone who love you, wouldn't bear to hurt you." --------------6:49 PM-------------- Sunday, October 11, 2009  (more pictures at http://geenaclickedsnap.multiply.com)Yesterday was really fun! I enjoyed the show and I bet all of them enjoyed it too. All thanks to Farhana for the free tickets and we get to enter it for free. And thanks to Farhana again because I get to see Hady Mirza and Aizat! Both of them so charming! *melts* Didn't eat for the whole day, so after the show, went to Jurong Point's Macdonald to have supper. Chilled around nearby my area and reached home at around 2.30am. It was hell fun but hell tiring. I'm gonna study for my Geography paper tomorrow! Wish me all the best people. ;) "You're only mine when I dream. When I wake up, I wanna scream. You're not mine in all alone. I can only text you through my phone. Do dreams lie or true? I hope so, cause girl, I want you. ;)" -Shrek -I got this when I'm sleeping soundly. Awwww, you're the sweetest... --------------5:01 PM-------------- Saturday, October 10, 2009  Sometimes, people just don't know how to appreciate you when you are with them. You give the best out of you, they take it for granted. They will only start realising and appreciating when you are gone. Some will try really hard to repent and they managed to change for the better. Some will repeat the same thing over and over again; thinking that you will give them one chance after another. But no, do you know that we will get sick and tired when we give you chances and still, you repeat the same thing? You know that I've given you chances but still, you repeat the same old mistake. So tell me how could I ensure that you won't do it again for the next time? How could I make my mind at ease with you like this? I'm really having a hard time here; trying my very best to gain back the trust which I gave you long time ago. But sorry, I failed to do so, I can't. My mind kept lingering around, thinking about what you've done for times. I'm sick and tired of this, I give up, I have to give up... You called me for times when you are in Brunei, wanting the answer from me and I kept telling you this, "I need time to think about it." And I really spend time thinking about it over and over again; for days and for weeks. And now, I've gotten the answer. I'm not ready to get hurt for the fifth time, I'd cried you a river and really had enough of it. Some people say I shouldn't give you the chance to hurt me again and what they said made me make this decision. What I'm trying to emphasize here is that, we're over. We're over for good, I'm leaving you for good. Just so you know, it's just the best for you and me. You can happily mingle around and I can really stop crying because of it because we ain't together no more. And thanks because you were the one who taught me to be strong; to let go of a person whom I love alot... I just hope that you are happy with what you are doing right now. Take this as a lesson learnt, don't ever do it to your next companion. Enjoy your life to the fullest. Take care and I'm really sorry. ;)- "If someone you love made you cry a river, build a bridge, and get over it." --------------11:16 AM-------------- Friday, October 9, 2009 .jpg) The person who drew this for me really makes me melt for uncountable times. His words really made a great impact on me. He even draw the picture above in MSN, using the handwriting thing and send it to me. Sweet right? *blush* I still remember how we know each other. In fact, we knew each other few years back at new block, that time he was riding pio-pio, kan-kan-kan? Alamak, bocoh your rahsia. HAHAHA! He got my number from Wan Cik and we started contacting. After some time, I don't know what happened which cause us to lost in contact. Lately, we've started contacting back. This guy is really a sweet one, seriously. Every single time, his words touches me. I don't know if he really mean what he say, but whatever it is, he is sweet like sugar, like honey. Geena sayang Muhammad Farid a.k.a Greeno banyak-banyak bole? Sayang dia~ ^^
--------------7:17 PM--------------  I'm here wishing Rebecca Karliel Cyrius Chan, happy 18th birthday! May all your wishes come true and may you succeed in everything you do. I hope for the best for you and Akbar. And thanks for being there; giving me advices when things went out of hand. May you and Akbar last okay sweets? Hope to see you soon babe, takecare cause' I care. :)
--------------5:43 PM-------------- Thursday, October 1, 2009  (more pictures at http://geenaclickedsnap.multiply.com)I've created a Multiply account so it would be much more easier for me to post the pictures up. So yeah, from today onwards I'll post pictures at Multiply instead of Blogger. I got to admit that I slack alot in my studies, I'm so gonna start mugging now. It's better late than never, right? :) --------------4:55 PM--------------    .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg)      School is such a bore! EOY are coming real soon, and yet I'm still not revising. I kept roaming outside, totally no interest in it. School will be double bore if there's no Haziq and Syafiq in class, they bullied me while Appy is sleeping. Look at those evidence at the top, Haziq squash my head and Syafiq mess my hair while I'm cam-whoring! -.- Korang takmo step lahhhhhhh kentalans! :D Yesterday, went Jalan Raya with the NA people plus Daniyal and Prince. Currently waiting for that IzmiSizmiIseni to send me the pictures so that I can post it up here. Hurry up Izmi, slow fellow! Will post the pictures up soon. :) --------------2:30 PM-------------- Monday, September 28, 2009  (more pictures at http://geenaclickedsnap.multiply.com)Woke up at around 2.15pm yesterday as I slept at 5.45am the day before. I woke up and realised that there's 8 miss calls from Appy's mum and also from Appy's house, and also a few messages saying, "Bangon! Bangon! Bangon! Bangon!" HAHA! They asked me to follow to Jalan Raya with family, and so I went to get prepared and went out to meet them. It was really fun yet tiring. And one thing, Rebecca really looks like Appy's mum! Long lost twin I guess. Huhu! Go from house to house and reached home at around 11pm.     Teachers absent themselves and so, there's many free periods today. Spend my time with Haziq, Ahmad Danial, Syafiq and Appy in the class. They cracked jokes and really made me laugh till I have stomaches. They cannot stop squashing my head, especially Haziq and Syafiq! Bleddy ass! And when they have nothing better to do, they start their nonsense. They use paint marker to colour their hair and it looks like high-light. If hair spoil right, serve you guys right! :P After school, went back home straight and took a bath. Actually going to study with Azhar and Erna, but then...... I fell asleep. Hehe! May be going down soon and chill for awhile. And ya, EOY will be starting tomorrow. Will be having English Paper 1 and Mother tongue Paper 1 tomorrow. Wish all of you luck alright? :) --------------8:46 PM-------------- Sunday, September 27, 2009  (more pictures at http://geenaclickedsnap.multiply.com)Jalan Raya with RC cliques on the 25th, didn't expect much people to follow but suprisingly, there's 20 over people. We took a total of 157 pictures, will be uploaded in my multiply account. Went to 7 houses, Azhar, Appy, Wan Sherman, Iman, Wan Bunga, Danial Sheckler, Hidayah. It was fun yet very tiring walking from one house to another. Reached home at around 1am, took a bath and slept.   Was awaked by some people's calls and messages. Farhana asked me to accompany her to eat and we went to Gekpoh's Macdonald. There's this Macdonald delivery guy making a fool of himself by winking at me and I can't control myself and made me burst into laughters. We gave him a name, right Farhana? Huhu! After so, Farhana went back home and Appy and his parents came and fetch me and I followed to his uncle's house. His mum asked about Ehsan and I, and I really went blank. Luckily there's Appy to help to cover up. His mum even asked me why Ehsan refused to go Brunei and I really don't know why. I just acted normally like as if Ehsan and I were still together, so yeah. Head to RC after that, get tortured by Kid, he pinched my arms and now, blue-black. Luckily Hamid stopped him, if not I think it will be worst. And Hamid asked me this, "Why the guys so geram with you, everytime bully you ah? Especially the person who is infront of you.", referring to Appy. And I answered, "Takkan taktau. Dorang kan gila, takde kerja kacao orang." And Iman asked me whether I can be his girlfriend. -.- Then I was like 'Jangan merepek lah belo.', and he said 'Why cannot?', I ignored his questions as I know there's something wrong with him at that point of time. Chilled there till around 11.30pm, Kid send me back home and he walked back again to RC as he is going to Boon Lay with the others. I really wanna thanks Kid for the advises, greatly appreciated! I will consider about it. And now, am on the phone with Haziq, and guess what? He's asleep. -.- You'll get it from me tomorrow for leaving me alone. Ehsan called me on that night when he's going to Brunei. And he used his friend's phone to text me saying that he hoped that I'll patch up with him when he's back in Singapore. After those things happened, I really don't know if you really mean what you say, I really have no idea. I love you wholeheartedly, and this is what I get in return. I can swear that I'm really hurt, really afraid that it'll repeat again. Only if you could promise me that you won't do that again and don't ever break that promise, no doubts, I will really accept you if you really mean it. Gain back that trust which I gave you long ago. And Brunei, takecare of Ehsan. :) --------------4:52 AM-------------- Tuesday, September 22, 2009 "Happy 1 year 5 months", NOT. Things went out of control, everything we did to help this relationship seems not working. So, we ended it. Believe it or not, today is our 1 year and 5 months anniversary and this happens, a great surprise indeed. In fact, I don't bear to leave. But it hurts alot, really. Hearing things about your love one really hurts a whole lot, it really brought me down to the extend of doing this. It may take a very long time to cure, because I love you so much. Thanks for those memories; good or bad. I really appreciate what you've done over the past 1 year and 5 months. We've been thinking far about our future, but it ends today. I'm really glad that you're mine once. I'm sorry for adding on to your problems but not reducing it. You're going Brunei on this friday, takecare of yourself and please don't hurt yourself there. I hope the best for you, Ehsan. I love you and always do. :'( Love is really a painful game. --------------11:54 PM-------------- Friday, September 18, 2009
You are the very first person who called me a "bitch". You are really getting on my nerves, you know that? I don't know you well, so why the hell you called me that? Did I do anything wrong to you? If yes, you can name me anything. But the fact is, I didn't do anything, I didn't even mention your name to anyone. So why the sudden you do this? Your own sister and elder brother dislike you. You know why? Because of that mouth of yours. He even asked me to approach you because you're the one who is in the fault and then, calling me a bitch. What's this? You are one of the cause for me and my love one to quarrel. You are happy, aren't you? You are smiling down there, I know that. You are just so heartless for doing this! Now I know why you don't have the guts to face me whenever you walk pass the place where I hang out at, it is because you are feeling GUILTY. Think hard babe, who is the bitch now? You or me? In fact, I don't hate anyone. But sad to say, you will be the first one. You are one of the cause for this to happen, you are one of the cause to make me go through this shit. If I said anything wrong here which you think is not right, you can approach me. Because I'm not in the wrong, so I'm not afraid of anything. Rafizah a.k.a "Snow Queen". If you want to play this game, I'll play it with you. I am really trying my very best to be strong, to face this shit, and also trying very hard to ignore it. I don't want my lovely friends to see me in this kind of situation. I want back my old self; the cheerful one. Just give me some time people, the cheerful Geena will be back! --------------11:55 PM-------------- Thursday, September 17, 2009 Why must all this happen? Why is it repeated again? I deserve all this, is it? I really don't know what to do. I hate myself for being in this kind of state. :'( --------------10:40 PM-------------- Sunday, September 13, 2009 Sorry, no pictures taken!  The day before yesterday, Ehsan♥ asked me not to wake up late, but I woke up late yesterday as I sleep late in the night and he was somehow angry. I asked him if we are still meeting and he say no need. Then he started splattering some words which were kinda hurting. When I get worked up, he say he was just joking from the start, and he started saying those sweet words which really made me smile widely. Then he asked me to go and take my shower and say he will meet me at night. Huhu! This is what he always do, making me furious first, then smiling widely in the end. Alamak, geram sangat dengan dia. Huak! Last minute, Ehsan♥ asked me to follow him to Geylang with his family. Appy can't stop disturbing me whenever he saw me. Basket betul! HAHA. Ehsan♥ bought baju raya for me, using his own money. Thanks so much love! Colour, brown. And ya, saw Noreen there with her sister. And also Ayun, but never tegur as he was far away from me. While walking, Ahmad Danial called me and asked to lepak. I rejected as I know I will be tired by then. Walked till around 11.35pm and went to Boon Lay Shopping centre to buy Nasi Lemak and head to Ehsan♥ house to eat. At around 2.15am, he send me back home. While walking, saw Azhar, Prince and Arina. After taking my shower, I received a message from Azhar, saying "Geena, don't go..." My mind went blank as I have no idea what he is trying to say. Then I received a call from him, he kept asking me if I can go down as something is happening. Then I was thinking, why is he asking me not to go down, and asking me to go down at the same time? Then the phone was passed to Prince. From the way he talk, I can know that he is drunk. And he started splattering nonsense, I don't think it is good to write here. So yeah, after putting down the phone, Arina called and asked about Prince. Talked and stuff, put down the phone and went to bed. I swear Prince is scary when he is drunk! >.< Received a message from Prince just now. He apologised about what happened yesterday and say he was drunk, he cannot control himself and that is why he speak that way. But I don't think there is a need to apologise as he didn't say anything hurting, but just some nonsensical stuffs. Urgh, forget it. Maybe I am going down to meet them after they break fast at home. Haiyak, tomorrow school! So shitty, gonna see those thick worksheets infront of me. Shall end this post now, wanna get some rest. I love Ehsan♥ very very much. :) --------------6:54 PM-------------- Saturday, September 12, 2009               Actually, my plan was to stay at home today. Feeling-feeling good girl lah kan. But tak jadi pulak since my sister ask me out. Huhu! It has been a long time since I last go out with my own sister. Yeah, pathetic much? We went to Haji lane to find her stuffs. And went Blu Jazz Cafe to have our dinner, Sister treat me as I'm broke. Heehee. Thanks so much! I ordered Carbonara spaghetti and she ordered Dory Fish. Alamak, punya lah sedap. Must go and give it a try! After that, went for Sheesha session. We took quite a long time to find a suitable place as it was really packed with people. People kept looking at us, they must be thinking why we keep walking to and fro. Huak! Found a place, but while waiting for the person to allocate us to our sits, another shop's holder came towards us and asked us to go to their shop instead. HAHA, stealing customers or what. So yeah, we went to the shop which steals customers. My sister's friend was working there, and he said I look older than my sister. Pfffft! Then there was this guy, my sister's friend's friend, he came to us and asked for our names and happened to ask our age. Since people say I looked older, my sister told that guy that she is 18 and I am 19. -.- Then that guy gave this face "o.O" and took a second look at me, and he says I look younger. Alamak kecoh ah. HAHA! At around 11.15pm, left the place and went to find Mummy and Daddy at Bugis Junction and took cab back home. It's 4.40am now and I am still awake. All because of Syukri Rahmat. Suddenly call and disturb. His friend also joined him. Takde kerja betul lah korang eh. Tanye soalan bonus skali. HAHA! Mal nak lai~ Maybe going Geylang with Ehsan♥ later if he gets back early, maybe only. Alright, I wanna sleep now. Goodnight readers! If can, I'll update later. Stay tune, and ILE! ^^ --------------4:41 AM-------------- Thursday, September 10, 2009 .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) Went out with my babygirls just now. This time round, Farina pulak tak ikut. We head to Queensway first to change my dress. Thanks for the accompany sweeties, sayang korang! :D Okay, I like my dress! It is much more better than the one which I choose yesterday. Next, to Bugis. I bought a pants, a tank top and a dress. I'd been doing alot of shopping lately and I'm broke right now! Not going to do any shopping anymore until I finish my exams, I presume. After buying stuffs, went to break fast at Banquet which was located at Raffles Hospital. After eating, babygirls decided to go to Marina. So yeah, head to Marina. While walking, saw Wan Sherman, Haziq, Syafiq and company. Wan asked us to tag along when they are already at Peninsular. Fuhh~ Kita sungguh malas lah nak patah balik. -.- We dropped by a drink stall, I bought Blueberry Tea; my all time favourite, Khazirah bought Peach tea, Naddy bought Green tea. Dah macam promote brand "Pokka" gitu. Huak! I start talking with my sengau voice, Khazirah and Naddy also joined me. The Sengau Family, HAHA! Then we walked around at Marina, and took train back. I went to meet the others while Khazirah and Naddy head back home. Sat there, most of them want to go home. So left with Man, Syahril, Appy and myself. Man and Syahril told me something, a secret. And at around 11.30pm, back home. And ya! Received an email from Ija. Rizza Rainwater sent a message to the members of Mal Vivente Football Club. Subject: MV 3rd Kit. "Guys, I've already sent you all the message regarding the 3rd kit. I need 2 choice of numbers, and what you want printed at the back. For the girls, Mimi, Geena and Rebecca, you guys can make the jersey too! I think it'd be around $30, for the jersey only, no shorts and socks. Someone help me inform Ikha as well. (That'd be Faliq, but I doubt you'd even read this, so yeahhhh)" Should I? Note: I wanna save money for now! So yeah, please DO NOT ask me out for shopping, just these few weeks. I'm totally broke! -.- Appy is pestering me to play online game with him. I'm off readers! --------------2:49 AM--------------  HAPPY BIRTHDAY NUR HAJAARINA BINTE HAMIDON! Eventhough we are not as close anymore, I still love you okay. Remember this phrase, "we are meant to be together." May all your wishes come true and be happy always! Life has full of obstacles, you had gone through one after another. I know you are strong, you can do it! Must stay strong okay babe? I love you. :) --------------12:43 AM-------------- Tuesday, September 8, 2009   edited.jpg) edited.jpg) edited.jpg) edited.jpg) edited.jpg) edited.jpg)    edited.jpg)     Went out with my babygirls; Khazirah, Farina and Farhana. Naddy did not tag along as she got some family thing going on. How sad~ We went to Lot 1 and after that Queensway. I bought a top and a dress. But now, I feel a little regret for buying that dress. So I may be going back to Queensway with babygirls tomorrow. Farhana kept bullying me because I said I miss her bullying me in my previous post. Kena bully rabak punya seh. Tak baik Farhana! Pffft~ Went to eat at Mr Teh Tarik, saw some people. Zeeroc, Ronny, Dassyali, Aslam and Umira. Aslam and Umira asked us to join them both as there's no places for us to sit. Eat, went to meet the others and home sweet home. Tomorrow going out with my babygirls again! Alamak, cannot wait! :) --------------11:30 PM--------------  .jpg)     Sorry for the late update, was really busy these few days. Went out early and reached home late. On saturday, went to Marsiling Secondary with Ehsan♥ and watched him play soccer. After the match, his parents and Appy came to fetch us and went to take Baby Tia, Appy's anak sedara and we headed to Ikea. Long time since I last met this cute little baby girl, muka pon da lain. But still as cute as before, that's why I can't stop cuddling her till she fall asleep in my arms. If she's my baby, confirm sayang-sayang punya seh. Hehh! Break fast at Ehsan♥'s house on Sunday. Buka Nasi Ayam Penyet, Murtabak and more. Sodap~ Hehh! After eating, went to North with Ehsan♥ as he wants to play soccer. At around 8.45pm, his father and Appy came to fetch us and we send him back to his campsite. At around 10pm, went to find the others with Appy. Lepak awhile then I went to meet Ahmad. Went Jurong Point, search for candy but nothing which I like. Ahmad bought drink, minom je tak habes-habes. Huak! And Ahmad says he wants a chinese girlfriend. Nak ahlian pe Ahmad? HAHA! All the way we talk nonsense then I felt rimas and I told him I wanna go back home. So he send me under my block and he head to his friend's house. Thanks Ahmady! :) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) Sorry to Iqbal Boiikey, Khai Deks, Yan, Appy and Izmi who chatted with me in MSN and I didn't reply, my status was set to away. I was out with Khazirah to Jurong Point, had our dinner at Macdonald. While I am queuing up buying food for Khazirah and myself, saw Aiiz serving at that line's counter. Terus tuka line sia Geena. HAHA! After eating, went to buy studs again. Then head to meet the others at RC, sat awhile then send Khazirah to bus-stop together with Azhar. When I go back to RC, Arina say she wants to shoulder to shoulder with me like how we always used to do. And she suddenly cried, she said that I've changed and claims that we are not close to each other anymore. I hugged her and asked her not to cry. Arina, if you are reading this. I want to tell you, yeah, things aren't going on smoothly, I don't know why. Maybe some things aren't going on right between us? That's why we are not as close as before? I don't know lah kan. Your birthday is coming soon, so yeah, cheer up babe. Lepak awhile and Azhar send me under my block. Ahmad asked me to lepak, but nah, penat oh penat~ It's 3.13am now and I'm not asleep yet, I can't wait for tomorrow! I'm going out with my babygirls; Khazirah, Naddy, Farina and maybe Farhana. Hope Farhana could make it, long time since I last met her, like seriously long. Probably a month I guess? Miss her bullying me lah! And probably meeting Iqbal Boiikey, rindu ah dengan si matrep perasan tu. Huak! And yey! I'm back to normal. No more fever, just cough. Cheers! So yeah, will update soon people. I'm gonna end this post by saying, I love Ehsan♥! --------------2:31 AM-------------- Thursday, September 3, 2009  I'm feeling so weak now. I was absent from school today. And I heard from Ain that Oral CA has been postponed to next week, after the 1 week holiday. Ingatkan nak skip! -.- I was trying very hard to sleep last night, but my throat is giving me problems. So I told mummy that I'm not well and continued sleeping. I got up from bed at around 1.30pm and went to take a shower. I took my thermometer and check my temperature, it rises to 39.1degrees. Azhar and Syukri was being so nice to accompany me to the clinic, thanks so much! Reached the clinic, waited for my turn. Went in the room, my mind went blank when the doctor tells me that I've got Influenza A(H1N1). What the hella! I told Azhar and Syukri about it and they were like 'Serious pe?! Jangan main-main ah!' Then I was like, 'Eh, for what wanna lie? The doctor says so.' But instead of keeping a distance away from me, they started disturbing me. -.- Tak takut kena H1N1 eh korang dua! Bahh~ I was given 2 days MC as I will be having a 1 week holiday this week. I hope I will recover soon with the help of the medicines. And thanks alot to those caring people who wishes me to recover soon. I hope Appy and Haziq to have a speedy recovery. I'm gonna take those colourful bitter medicines now. Probably taking a nap after that as it cause drowsiness. I know the medicines taste awful but I really wanna get well, as soon as possible please please pleaseeeee! :( Things are settled. I was really touched by your words, I love you too. ♥ --------------6:31 PM-------------- Wednesday, September 2, 2009 Yesterday's pictures: edited.jpg)  edited.jpg) edited.jpg) edited.jpg) edited.jpg) edited.jpg) edited.jpg) edited.jpg)  Went out with my babygirls yesterday. Accompanied Naddy to cut her hair, she look so cute with new hair cut, it looks good on her. Cute ah Naddy~ Heh! After cutting her hair, went to Banquet. It was packed with people and we waited and waited, finally there's a place. I ordered Chicken Congee as my tongue is giving me problems. Walked around, bought studs and walked back home with Daniyal and Syukri while Khazirah, Farina and Naddy took bus home. Without the girls, Daniyal and Syukri bullied me. Pinch-pinch eh, mintak kene sepak ah korang. Syukri send me under my block and he went back home. I enjoyed yesterday, great time spend with them. I love korang banyak-banyak! ^.^ Had my Social Studies CA and Geography CA today, quite easy I can say. Feeling not right in school, cold plus I kept coughing. So when I got home, I checked my temperature, realised that I'm having fever. 37.6degrees, sad or whaaaat? So sudden. I'm so weak at that point of time, so I took a bathe and went to take a nap. Heard from Appy that he is also having fever and same goes to Haziq. What telah happened mannnnn? Everyone seems to be sick! And now, my temperature rises to 38.1degrees. If my temperature maintains or worst still; rises, I won't be going to school tomorrow. There's English oral, so I shall take MC if that really happens. Yey! Excused from oral! Huak~ Should not bother much, but when will you......? --------------8:21 PM-------------- |
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